Dealing

Sometimes you think that you are just over it. I mean you make it to 27 years as a Fat kid/women only to have pesky people all over you. But how do you deal?

When I was a little fat girl, back in elementary school I had a special bully. She is now a Disney/Pop Star and once dated a Reality "Star." She never (to my face) bullied me about being larger but definitely tried to take me down because I was a goody two shoes and was generally confident - I mean I always held my head up high and shoulders back. I was a good, happy kid and I wasn't her friend, well she used to imitate the way I walked and how "good" I was and well I just ignored it and now I kinda resent the fact that I never said anything.

In high school and College I used to be the type who got in your face and shouted and "Stood Up for What I Believed In." Now I usually just ignore the hate because I just don't have the energy to deal with it all but when is enough, enough? Especially when your character is on the line. Talk all you want about my thighs and my rolls but don't try to put me down as a person, same goes for being two faced. Can't stand the Mean Girl Attitude and I refuse to tolerate it. So you get ignored and pushed out my life.

So to my "many" readers (ha!) how do you deal?

Hi?!?!?!?

I'm back, I guess....
I've been toying with the idea of returning to my blog for a while now and because of a friend at work decided today should be the day. I wish I could tell you I have evicted the fattie inside me but, yeah, no!

Still fat and well not so okay with it but I told myself that this wouldn't be the fat girl blog post. I'm just gonna catch you all up with what's been going on with me in the past year.

Had 2 jobs, quit both, had a lame job, quit for dream job,lost dream job and landed at a major giant retail store(leaving the name out to protect the innocent, HA!)

Edwin and I made a huge step and drum roll please.....................moved in together. No ring as of today but quite happy together. After 5 years don't get me wrong, we have our tiffs but I feel like Charlotte in Sex and the City. I'm happy everyday, not every minute of each day but at least once a day I'm happy.

Missy is well Missy Foo. She got her hair cut and is adorable except the groomer didn't leave enough hair for a pony, she doesn't care but it bothers me.

House is 97.9% complete and we are celebrating by having some friends over to drink and eat and well lets be honest to look in our medicine cabinents.

So that's pretty much it for now.....OH! I almost forgot I have a new Nephew Christian Jacob who is my little peanut and so freakin cute. Lurves him!

So really that's it. I promise the next post will be so much more enlightening and entertaining but just trying to get back into the groove of spilling my guts to whoever reads this. And expect more than just my weight loss journey I'll tell you all so much more.

LOVE ELLE!